Falling Out on a Thursday Night

I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of not listening to really awesome songs because my friends give me a weird look. I'm tired of being meh. I'm tired of drama. I'm tired of not enjoying my Tuesdays. I'm tired of not being happy most of the time like I used to. I'm tired of losing, all the time. And overall, I'm just tired.

the fear of never falling in love
and the tears after losing the feelings
of what you thought love was

100 points if you can name the song and band. I'll give you a hint, we listened to it on the way back from Steak 'n Shake.

I think I need to move to Washington. Apparently I more attractive there.

Thanksgiving cannot come soon enough. I am actually excited to go back home. I really miss it right now. Home will be a great relief.

Well I think I am just gonna go to bed and wake up early and start my day off right. A way I haven't started my day in so long. A way I've been missing. Here's to getting that back.

And here is some Relient K that just fits my mood most perfectly. Peace.

i'm falling out of grace with the world
they say i've lost my midas touch what turned to gold now turns to rust
i'm falling out of line with all the stars
that flood my dreams with their guitars and magazines

face down this carpet tastes like coffee grounds ground into my face now
and every angle's covered with just another

i'm falling out of style with the current way things are
the things that make conforming hard
i'm falling out of control and you just can't stop me now
i'll fight as long as time allows

face down this carpet tastes like coffee grounds ground into my face now
and every angle's covered with just another band-aid

i'm out here way beyond
a shadow of a doubt
and i know i'm never falling out
of favor with you

i'm out here way beyond
a shadow of a doubt
and i know i'm never falling out
of favor with you

i won't think twice or even three times
about taking a gamble with you
cause with my life you have been so kind
i take all my comfort from you

face down this carpet tastes like coffee grounds ground into my face now
and every angle's covered with just another band-aid

i'm out here way beyond
a shadow of a doubt
and i know i'm never falling out
of favor with you

i'm out here way beyond
a shadow of a doubt
and i know i'm never falling out
of favor with you