Can't sleep right now. Maybe it's because I have a lot going through my head. I'm such a jerk sometimes and it drives me nuts. I feel like such a hypocrite. Why do I do the things I do sometimes? If anyone has an answer, let me know, I'm kinda curious. It drives me crazy sometimes, the things he does, but then again, am I any better? Let he who is without sin cast the first stone. I think I need some time to think. To get myself in order. Maybe having no one here for the next few days will be good for me. Give me some time to myself, and sort things through. I look forward to this weekend. When I will have time to just blast some music and drive for an hour or so.
So I may be going to the World Series. AS long as the Cardinals are there, so am I. See I won a raffle for the opportunity to buy the tickets. They are rather expensive, but to see my Cardinals in the World Seires, it is so worth it. I am rather excited about it. I can't wait.
The Cardinals, I may add, totally dominated tonight. It is great to see them doing so well. I really hope they keep it up and have a lot of momentum riding into the World Series. Should be a good NLCS. I'm not going to miss a game.
Well I think I'mm gonna try that whole sleeping thing again, so I will leave you with some Chris Rice that I have been enjoying a lot lately.
Lazy summer afternoon
Screened in porch and nothin' to do
I just kicked off my tennis shoes
Slouchin' in a plastic chair
Rakin' my fingers through my hair
I close my eyes and I leave them there
And I yawn, and sigh, and slowly fade away
Deep enough to dream in brilliant colors
I have never seen
Deep enough to join a billion people
For a wedding feast
Deep enough to reach out and touch
The face of the One who made me
And oh, the love I feel, and oh the peace
Do I ever have to wake up
Awakened by a familiar sound
A clumsy fly is buzzin' around
He bumps the screen and he tumbles down
He gathers about his wits and pride
And tries again for the hundredth time
'Cause freedom calls from the other side
And I smile and nod, and slowly drift away
Deep enough to dream in brilliant colors
I have never seen
Deep enough to join a billion people
For a wedding feast
Deep enough to reach out and touch
The face of the One who made me
And oh, the love I feel, and oh the peace
Do I ever have to wake up
'Cause peace is pouring over my soul
See the lambs and the lions playin'
I join in and I drink the music
Holiness is the air I'm breathin'
My faithful heroes break the bread
And answer all of my questions
Not to mention what the streets are made of
My heart's held hostage by this love
And these brilliant colors I have never seen
I join a billion people for a wedding feast
And I reach out and touch the face of the One who made me
And oh, the love I feel, and oh the peace
Do I ever have to wake up
Thursday, October 13, 2005
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I've found it's just best not to judge. We all make mistakes. Not to say I don't judge... I do, which is bad of me. But still...
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