Jefferson Aeroplane on a Tuesday Night

So my world has been flipped upside down. I did not see this coming. I don't even know what to think. I don't even really fully grasp what has just happened, I guess I am still kind of in shock. My brain wants to take this all in, but it can't. If you haven't heard, come talk to me as this isn't something I want to announce on a blog, and don't worry it has nothing to do with ISU.

On a happy note, Sami and Adam, you totally rock. You two were just what I needed, and knowing how much you guys are really there for me is pretty awesome. So a billion and a half points to each of you.

I am still at kind of a loss for words, so I'm not sure why I'm writing a blog post. It hurts to think about. This is gonna take some time to get over. In the mean time I need something to become busy about to get my mind off of it. I wish I still had covers to work on, but I'm done with soccer and volleyball and I await the football pictures so I can't even start on those. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Dad, I planned to call you anyway, but I need to talk to you, so set aside some time tomorrow (today now I guess) to talk and let me know in an email when would be best.

I've decided it's all Nick's fault. It's that damn 3 to 1 ratio that this planet has set for TSAV. Nick you forgot that you can't get a girl without either Mike or Adam getting one too, or it screws everything up.

Well, I should get to bed. Call me, or IM me. I love talking and those who are close to me, I need you right now. I'll leave you with some good ole Relient K.

if it hurts,
kiss it better
you wear skirts,
i write nice letters
never said nothing with flowers
though we always talked for hours
and it seems to get much colder
when you cry on your own shoulder
and we know the show
must go on
guess i know
i guess i'll throw on

some jefferson airplane
i'm trapped and i am enclosed
but i won't complain
i'll open all the windows
jefferson airplane
i'm trapped and i am enclosed
but i won't complain
i'll open all the windows

cause when it's colder
i feel much better
when i cry on my own shoulder
i'll just throw on a sweater and go

and i'll go to undergo a change of heart, a change of clothes
and when i'm home, i think i'll go eat cereal and stare out the window

i'll make the calls
you cover your ears
niagra falls
still flows on new year's
i will save
your plunging neck-line
kiss your face
you try to deck mine
if i behave it's going to cost him
stop the rave in downtown boston
and we know the show
must go on
guess i know
i guess i'll throw on

some jefferson airplane
i'm trapped and i am enclosed
but i won't complain
i'll open all the windows
jefferson airplane
i'm trapped and i am enclosed
but i won't complain
i'll open all the windows

cause when it's colder
i feel much better
when i cry on my own shoulder
i'll just throw on a sweater and go

and i'll go to undergo a surgery to purge me of this lonely mood
and my ego, the status quo, provides me with a decent attitude
and i'll go to undergo a change of heart, a change of clothes
and when i'm home, i'll think i'll go eat cereal and stare out the window

cause you confused me more than anyone
an adjustment has begun
to let me feel the desperate need to leave what we undid undone
and maybe you could sympathize
with the bags under my eyes
and we'll see the signs are saying that we have used up all our (tries)
try to be a better person
to be a better friend
to be a better son

he tries to be a better someone
that understands the difference
and that he can't show all the people all the things that really mean as much as he could (feel)
feels like i don't remember
ever being this tired (before)
before now my eyes were closed to all of the beauty in this world